I wasn’t ready to live without you.
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I wasn’t ready to live without you. I wasn’t ready for the silence, the emptiness, and the ache that follows me like a shadow. I wasn’t ready to wake up and realize that you’re no longer here, that I can’t just turn to you for comfort, guidance, or one of your warm hugs that made everything better. How could anyone ever truly be ready to live without the person who gave them strength, love, and safety?
Every day feels different now. The world hasn’t changed for everyone else, but for me, everything is missing a piece—you. The smallest things remind me of you. A familiar song, the way the wind blows, the smell of something you used to love… they all bring your memory rushing back, both a beautiful comfort and a sharp pain. Living without you isn’t just hard—it feels unnatural, like trying to breathe with half a heart.
I miss your voice the most. The way you spoke carried love, calm, and wisdom. No matter how chaotic life felt, your words always found a way to bring me back to center. Now I replay your voice in my mind, trying to hold on to every sound, every laugh, every “I’m proud of you.” I hold onto them like treasures because they are all I have left.
People say time heals, but they don’t tell you that time doesn’t erase the longing. It just teaches you how to carry it. The pain doesn’t disappear—it becomes a quiet companion that walks with you each day. Some days, I smile at your memory. Other days, I break down because the weight of your absence is too heavy.
I wasn’t ready to live without your guidance. Without your hand on my shoulder reminding me that I can do hard things. Without your quiet strength that made me believe everything would be okay. Now, I have to find that strength inside myself, even when it feels impossible.
But I also know that a part of you lives on in me. Your love shaped who I am, and that love doesn’t die. It stays. It breathes through every lesson you taught, every value you instilled, every memory we created.
No, I wasn’t ready to live without you—and maybe I never will be. But I will keep living with you in my heart. I’ll carry your love in everything I do. I’ll speak your name with pride, remember your smile with warmth, and hold your spirit close always. Because even though you’re no longer here, your love is forever. And so is my love for you. 💔✨
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